Still surreal...still hard to accept she's gone.

It's been 8 months since Mercury's passing and the sadness is still very much felt. I still find it unreal that she's gone. I look at photos of her and picture her sitting nearby and in few seconds the sadness appears, realizing she's gone.

I still have tears streaming down when I look at her photos or think of how she'd be if she's still around. Everything about her is crystal clear in mind.

This is what life is all about. Impermenance.
Hard reality. Some say this is the beautiful part of life, to enjoy and live to the fullest while you can. But letting go is always the hardest.

And she's teaching me to accept that....

I'm still learning to accept that and till then....I'll keep calling her name.

Mercury....