Today marks the 19th day Mercury passed on. I thought i am more accepting of her passing... perhaps not.
Out of habit i picked up all 3 dog food bowls and went to the shed to get food. There i was staring at the 3rd bowl, thinking, "what did i just do? did i just pick Merc's bowl too?" Tears streamed out again.
There's nothing i can do about my sadness. There's nothing i can do about my loss.
Only to allow myself to surrender to my grief.
Only time can heal all wounds.
I continued feeding them all...including Mercury and asked for her paw.
Mercury...you're so painfully missed.
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